There is one thing you might try , get in to a meditative state , do the circulation of white light , its part of a ritual from the golden dawn . Repeat the words over and over " I have erased all links to Mr. G. " . In the circulation of white light you draw down white light from a point in space through each chakra with an in breath , 3 times to each chakra then out the feet and move the light around your body . Here are the chakras
chakras When I find the ritual I will post it . desert rat