OK got that. It figures actually that he would do and say that. A lot of it is also familiar to me.
So -it didn't work. That was "Earthing" it all right. But what you got for that was feeling no doubt like you had been turned to mush, that you perhaps even started doubting your own basic instincts, very upset, and not much further along. Because when all that was over.....there he was back again doing exactly the same stuff...?
So you start thinking when it all starts happening again.....is this deeply meant to be? Or is this deeply taking the piss?
I have a feeling a really, really good Shaman could help you perhaps. Someone very strong -who isn't afraid of these levels, who can really handle them. I get a feeling a strong Shaman from your own country is what you need. I can sense the energy but of course I can't know who that would be.
Is there anyone you know from Ekaterinburg who would know about where to go to find someone like that?
Have you had a word with Erin? I know she's not a Shaman, but she sounds very much like she's got her act together.