Hi, Bluestar,
I've received so much kindness, encouraging words and sympathy from you and from this community that I only feel much, much gratitude which cannot be expressed with words. It goes beyond any words.
Your story about similar experience in your life seems to me very mysterious and intriguing (I am sorry if my choice of words is wrong, I am not a native speaker). I think you should try to write this book. Little by little, a page or just a few lines per a day, but if it is accomplished on a more or less regular basis, you will certainly have written this book, and feel much relief, I am sure. Try to do it, it could be a great fulfillment which lessens the stress from what had happened.
I am also currently writing a book about my experience, and I notice that it helps feel better. The information of this kind that is kept inside becomes more and more voluminous every day and needs to be given some outflow. And it can be of interest due to its unusual subject, and it can possibly be useful for those who are learning about various situations that can be encounted in life. I know, it's difficult to perform it and make it up to the end. I myself have written only a few thin notebooks, and I am to think how to make all I want to write about a single whole and organize it under a common idea, then I'll have to recollect all the details, and make the narration sound interesting and vivid. How to describe the things which are so special that there are actually no words for them in the human languages. Because Mr.G. sometimes made me feel so weird and unusual energies which are not so easy to describe even in your native tongue.
Thank you for the recommended books very much. I know this author, I haven't read many of her books, but I think i'll try to take this book "Psychic Self Defense" in the library.
I wish you the best, and good luck.
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