Hi Irisha,
I sometimes come to this forum and read some of the posts, as time permits. And so I have come across yours as well.
My girlfriend Lenka and I are spiritual healers and especially Lenka is very powerful, with truly extraordinary clairvoyant, clairsentient etc. abilities. And because of her deep wisdom and humility I truly believe that I am living with a saint. I therefore asked her to please ask God or the Universe, if you will, whether we would be permitted to offer you help and also, since this is no light matter, whether we are strong enough to carry out such a task without putting ourselves in danger. The reply was neutral; neither yes or no. But what has come up is that we could do what Lenka calls "Meditation with the Light."
To explain:
There is a swami in Germany, originally from Mauritius. His name is swami Vishwananda. Some of my meditation students (who have actually become our friends over the years) started going to his satsangs in Germany about two years ago and they told us that he was an enlightened person. I'm a bit skeptical about the so-called enlightened people (yet I do believe that they are among us) but what happened: One friend brought a small rose quartz Christian cross which had been in the presence of the swami and gave it to Lenka as a present. And as soon as she took it in her hand, she felt a very powerful surge of energy descending down her crown chakra and at the same time she saw the swami's hand over the cross and heard his words saying to her that she was being attuned, receiving a special gift of a very powerful healing, by means of which she would be able to dissolve the karma - her own and other people's. We had already been doing this in our spiritual psychotherapies but this was going to be something different still. So, Lenka was wondering and a few days later it came. All of a sudden the process started and she knew exactly what to do. Shortly afterwards swami Vishwananda came to her and showed her how he heals through his heart chakra. Lenka described his healing powers as awsome; she could see a very powerful and absolutely stable flow of energy coming out through his heart centre, as opposed to ours still fluctuating, wavering and much weaker energy. She has accepted him as one of her teachers and he often comes to her, teaches her and helps her with the healing. And if he doesn't, we often call him to please come and help us.
So, this is what we could offer to you, several sessions of this kind of healing. Lenka says that it would empower you and some new doors would get opened for you which would gradually lead to your liberation from his control over you. We would send you a detailed written report from each session by registered mail.
I also asked Lenka to please ask God whether we should recommend another possibility of a very powerful help to you which I only recently learned about from my spiritual teacher when I visited him again after four years, since he lives overseas. The answer was in an affirmative. And this would help not "only" to you but to all Mr G's victims as well. But this is something not to be shared publicly and I will therefore write you a PM if you are interested. Just let me know.
I would also like to mention one more thing which I have found is very important:
We believe that if a person has a special gift from God that one should use it. So, instead of having a regular job with a steady income, we have opted to spend as much of our time as possible helping people with our abilities, knowledge and experience, none of which came to us lightly; we both had to work for it, and hard. It is something that brings us true fulfillment. Years ago, I left a well-paid job to go this way. But we have to pay our bills as everybody else and we cannot afford to do it for free.
Why I'm saying this. Both Lenka's and mine attitude has been that we should first take care of doing our best to help people in distress and the money will come. That the people will simply appreciate what we have done for them. But eventually we found out that this is true only sometimes. Some people are extremely generous, beyond our expectations, but others seem to believe that we can afford to devote tens of hours of our time and expertise to them without receiving at least a small donation or even a compensation for the postage. Fortunately, we have only had very few such unpleasant experiences but still.
There are even people who say that people like us live off the misfortune of others. Well, I believe that the kind of work we do is no different from any other kind of work. What about medical doctors, psychologists, psychiatrists, rescue workers, firemen, car mechanics...? Do not all these professions, and many others, exist because someone gets into a trouble? What's the difference? Yet many people believe that one shouldn't pay for spiritual services. Well, who can appreciate how much it has cost me to gain all that knowledge and experience to be able to offer the kind of services I'm offering? Plus all those years of hardships and renunciation few people would be willing to endure.
So, this is just something to think about for those who talk about "jumping on a bandwagon" when someone offers their payed help in spiritual matters.
Anyway Irisha, if you decide to accept our offer, we can discuss the details via PMs or e-mail.
Good luck :-)
Merrick
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