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Originally Posted by desertrat  Welcome to the forum . You might try filling your self with white light , I dont know if it will work or not . Can you post more info on the people involved ? A pic of your Mr. G. ? desert rat |
Thank you, Desert Rat, for your advice. Yes, I have already tried it, and mirrow arround me, and fire wall, and things like that. Nothing helped. He even became more aggressive.
Yes , there are other people involved. Mr.G. has a Meditation Club in Ekaterinburg(Russia). It is called "Raduga". I think people from this Club are experiencing different stages of his influence. Many don't know anything yet. They just love everything that is taking place in the Club, feel euphoria like me at the beggining. I think this is how he invoves people to become members: gives them a lot of positive energy , so they start coming again and again. And they even don't know WHO is the real organizer and the main leader. Because the meditations are conducted by another person, and Mr.G. is just sitting among the participants of the events. He only appears on the scene for the music meditations, like a helper. Actually he controls there everything and everybody. Last time when I visited the Club was 6 years ago, when I was in Russia. I was new for those people because I was prohibited to go to the Club when the Channel had started. At first I thought that everything he was doing to me had its very important reason, and followed him in all he told me. So, I stopped going to the Club meetings. Now I think he didn't allow me to go there because he didn't want me to tell people about the Channel. Then some other events in my life prevented me from going there, and when I came there again there were no people who were visiting the Club with me. Those new ones were like under druggs, in a permanent state of euphoria, they didn't want to listen to me ,they were only saying good words about the Teacher, and the only person who I knew from the past, who still was a member, seemed to be in deep depression, and she also didn't want to listen, didn't want to communicate, just said that she was close to suicide - Thanks God, she managed to cope with it . But I don't know what exactly had happened to her , she didn't share.
That's not all. There is one more woman, she has never been the member of the Club, she just found me herself BEING LED by Mr.G. She has also had the Channel, and on the Channel she was told how and where to find me, and she came up to me, and asked me to translate a letter into English. Reading her letter I have got that she has a story similar to mine. The same type of events, the same methods of influence and control, pain as punishment, and so on. She wanted to send this letter to the United Nations Organization. She has already visited the General Persecutor Office (? is it correct in English?), and Putin's Office in Moscow. Nobody helped. They told her that she was crazy. Why had Mr.G. sent her to me? Because he hoped I would make her less active in her search for help (I was under some euphoria at that time still). And he also wanted us to be friends - in order to make us enemies later. We were friends, later we were not enemies, but our relations changed . Her story is even more tragic and fearful. He couldn't stop her from her activity in search for people who could understand what he was doing to her, his regular methods didn't help, and he started using even tougher methods. Now she lives in a very small village, in the forest, almost no people, no job, with her mother who thinks that she is crazy, and she even cannot go out - he doesn't allow her, - he makes her sound like a wolf watching the moon (I don't know the word) if she tries to leave the house. Can you imagine that? I know that he is really able to do things like that on the distance. Once he did it with me, - made me laugh without any reason in the store, - and I couldn't stop. He has made Sveta a very, very unhappy person. Recently I called her - the phone is always busy - I think it is disabled for receiving calls from America.
That is not all. But I think it's already too much. If you are interested you can read the story in the next posts of mine.
I don't have a photo of him. He always tried to avoid. I only had some journals published by the Club with photos of the Teacher and the members. But they are not with me, they are in Russia.