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So I am still waiting to go in to hospital, but I am getting lots done in the meantime so it is a really good motivating force.
I have finally finished with the dentist and sorted out all my dental decay issues relating to the bulimia. I feel much better knowing my teeth are sorted out.
I have changed therapists. My therapist is fantastic and I have done alot of group work with him and seen him on and off for 5 years so thats good. I am now just untangling my complex web of lies so we can have a fresh start. Its time consuming because I have to work out who I told what and whether I was lying. Devils in the details and I am good at just leaving things out.
Now I am just working on my personal grooming and make up technique and developing my creative pursuits. It is so exciting that I want to tell everyone all about it. I am planning to clear out my whole wardrobe and buy new designer clothes I adore rather than the other clothes I own now. I find I am developing my own sense of style that I didn't have before. So its a huge change.