I had a strange experience last night in my adventure of lucid dreaming and astral projection that i thought i would add to my post.
When i fell asleep last night i went straight into a dream it was nothing out of the ordinary but it ended with me becoming lucid while shaking the hand of some strange dream character. I was like "I'm dreaming get out of here" but then everything faded to black. Next i was in some weird state between dreaming and awake i was conscious but not awake wherever i would focus my attention a small area would look like it was trying to form into a dream this went on for like 10 seconds.
Then it felt like i was rolling off the edge of my bed slowly.. all this pressure formed everywhere on my body evenly spaced like someone was pushing on all parts of my body with the end of a baseball bat it was very strange and quite unpleasant it felt like i dropped on to the floor and rolled over i don't have any memory of anything visual it was all just the feeling. The pressure was increasing and i didn't like it so i tried to abort it took 2-3 seconds which created a decent amount of anxiety but then i was awake and lying in my bed.
The rest of the night was filled with long dreams that were very negative... i don't usually remember more then one dream a night but the dreams seemed to go all night and i could remember them all.(Maybe my dream journal is working as intended heh) I wont get into them all but just a few points. At one point i was trying to get out of this room area but the only way out was this wire entrance i was getting stuck trying to squeeze through when out of nowhere this old lady with white hair comes up to my face and screams "IM GOING TO DIE@!#@" it didn't wake me up just threw me into another dream. Another disturbing part of the night was when i was in this house with 10-15 people and everyone was getting killed i was never there for the killing it was like my perspective kept changing to stay away from the carnage but i knew what was going down. All night were nightmares i guess you could say but i wasn't scared at all maybe some anxiety but it was more of a observation point of view.
I'm not sure if my experience at the beginning of my sleep had anything to do with the rest of the night but it sure felt like a negative energy grabbed a hold of me.
This all sounds pretty negative but i am definitely taking the positive out of it and trying to learn from it and hope my journey lightens up a bit. I am happy i remember so many of my dreams i just hope to be able to go lucid and have long nights of positive dreams heh.
Peace and love