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Originally Posted by Holden McNeil

Tell me about it - everyone i've told about polyphasic sleep, going vegan, not drinking, not being an employee (this one royally pisses people off for some reason) and even waking up early (and i'm scared to even MENTION my subjective reality attempts, ) -- gives me that non-responsive condescending eyebrow raise (then they go sit in front of the TV for the rest of the night, LOL).

It's not exactly casual conversation to respond to "how was your day?" with "oh man! i spent the last few hours journalling, trying to break my beliefs in objective reality and embrace god-consciousness - but I keep falling back into egoic/solipsismic. and my lucid dream analogy toward it seems a little flawed, so i'm trying to figure out another analogy to help me internalise it."

In such a case i'd respond with: "yeah good." LOL

Ain't that the truth! So glad this forum has given us a place to discuss these topics with others who are looking beyond their lounge room for inspiration.
Thanks Steve.

Cheers,
Claire