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Originally Posted by infinitethoughts  Right, right I see what you're saying.
This might help to fully explain where I'm coming from;
You don't 'see' these divisions, the same as a fish in water can't 'see' the water.
It's more..........~taking time to formulate the words~............it's more.................'knowing' that every second, 24 hours a day, there Divisions are availabe.
Example:
The sky is cloudy.
Knowing 360' around you, there are all these Divisions (lots of them !)......you effortlessly choose the Division where the sky is clearing, through thought.
Soon the sky clears. |
I get you 100% my friend, and I get you because I have 'seen' these divisions, seen the choices 360 degrees around 'myself' I have seen this visually as vivid if not more then the everyday life I live. I think this was neccessary for my ego self to go along with this. I had always been a hard proof kinda person up to these experiences and that is why I believe it was revealed to me so clear as day, how else could I believe it.
Now I am more open and accepting to any and all theories, practices, religions, people, etc, because I know how infinite this existince really is. I think my main problem now is that I have become hung up on expecting this to continue being such a vivid experience that I am begining to miss the subtle hints or something of this sort. The guru I spent a little time with told me to let go of these experiences, not to hold on to them, they were good, they were special, but not to hold on to them, not to expect it to be like this or be like that, then you are missing the infinite other chances, you can never get those experiences back. So I think I have gotten into a rut where I am expecting a certain thing and maybe I am missing the point now.