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lunatichead · 05-17-2007, 11:45 PM

Hi Man!!! I have also stumbled on this website to find answers to a similar Situation that u are in or rather were in and looking at ur progress I realize that I am doin the same mistakes that you have been through. I don't see a thearpist but its my girlfriend that I adore and cheerish. but there was a time that i thought she loved me but actually was doubly timing me. the thing is that she was friendly to another guy and i came along the way and she was very happy with me as well but never mentioned him to me. And when it came to my notice, i was already in so much love with her that i did not know wat to do, this guy troubled her and they where in an intense relation as well but she never mentioned that to me. But now sometimes i feel as if iam always a second person in her life and the way she treats me is really harsh. but i see that she loves me as well its more of an emotional feelin that i go through and all this is effecting my studies and relation at home and i have been through a similar childhood as yours not so harsh though but always noticed that my mom loved my brother more and dad my sister. I do recieve the love but the kind of respect that they recieve, its missin in me. all this has taken me to smoking and spoilin my heatlh in thoughts and depression I have not yet recovered but iam not sure wat iam going through right now.

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lunatichead Junior Member Join Date: May 2007 Location: India Posts: 1	Hi Man Hi Man!!! I have also stumbled on this website to find answers to a similar Situation that u are in or rather were in and looking at ur progress I realize that I am doin the same mistakes that you have been through. I don't see a thearpist but its my girlfriend that I adore and cheerish. but there was a time that i thought she loved me but actually was doubly timing me. the thing is that she was friendly to another guy and i came along the way and she was very happy with me as well but never mentioned him to me. And when it came to my notice, i was already in so much love with her that i did not know wat to do, this guy troubled her and they where in an intense relation as well but she never mentioned that to me. But now sometimes i feel as if iam always a second person in her life and the way she treats me is really harsh. but i see that she loves me as well its more of an emotional feelin that i go through and all this is effecting my studies and relation at home and i have been through a similar childhood as yours not so harsh though but always noticed that my mom loved my brother more and dad my sister. I do recieve the love but the kind of respect that they recieve, its missin in me. all this has taken me to smoking and spoilin my heatlh in thoughts and depression I have not yet recovered but iam not sure wat iam going through right now.