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On A Lark · 09-28-2010, 06:04 PM

I'm feeling too, the more I sit and digest BG, that previously I was thinking of my ES as some "God force", something greater than or outside me. What I'm feeling now is that I'm absolutely 50/50 partners with my ES, with she doing the planning and me here doing the DOING/FEELING, etc. So feeling less like a puppet and more a true partner.

I still don't like RS's assertion that you can't focus on changing the hologram...I still feel like there are certain games I want to play and certain variables I want to change so I will just directly ask my ES to make the change, while simultaneously doing the Process on things that bring me discomfort in my current hologram.

09-28-2010, 06:04 PM	#5 (permalink)
On A Lark Senior Member Join Date: Jan 2010 Posts: 209	I'm feeling too, the more I sit and digest BG, that previously I was thinking of my ES as some "God force", something greater than or outside me. What I'm feeling now is that I'm absolutely 50/50 partners with my ES, with she doing the planning and me here doing the DOING/FEELING, etc. So feeling less like a puppet and more a true partner. I still don't like RS's assertion that you can't focus on changing the hologram...I still feel like there are certain games I want to play and certain variables I want to change so I will just directly ask my ES to make the change, while simultaneously doing the Process on things that bring me discomfort in my current hologram.