[DaveTyler]

No, LOL if you think enlightenment is permanent the first time youve got it wrong, you get peaks, not FULL enlightenment, ************ takes time.
Who was doing the laughing? My body, it's known as the cosmic joke, read upon it its a well known phenomena;P
How it could stop? I willed it to stop cause I didnt feel ready to die.
I felt too connected to the whole existance, I was afraid to move incase I'd kick the world out of it's axis.
Energy of love surrounded my body, it was beautiful but for a teenager with no prior preparation I wasn't ready. I regret it now, but at the time "you" die its just as scary for your ego as if someone put a gun infront of you and aimed it at your head, either you move or you die...
For the ego its a simple choice.

And no its not a fantasy, Ive tried to escape this happening to me for 2 years when my kundalini somehow spontaneously awakened, back then I didnt even know what God was, or kundalini for that matter, I was sure I was turning crazy.
Constant panic attacks, wondering if the whole world was fake.
I can see you dont know enough about it, and no, everyone doesnt experience it the same way, everyones experience is unique.
I suggest you read more about it and see that the enlightening peaks isn't permanent enlightenment

and wht do you mean with "dont loo within cause youll be destroyed beyond repair" whta kind of shitis that