Thank you for all the encouragement!!!
I am feeling really positive about this journey. Just thinking about my goals makes me feel enthusiastic and energised. Interestingly even my heart rate increases just thinking about it.
I am in the process of finding a good basic photography course. I want to learn the basic skills first and take it from there. I don't feel rushed. I have a life time of quality learning ahead of me.
Current Role Model
One of my role models and sources of inspiration is petite model Erin Wagner.
She was a contestant and runner up on the Petite Cycle of America's Next Top Model. I admire Erin because she is still pursuing modelling sucessfully after the show finished, she performs effortlessly and puts in alot of work and is comes across as a strong and determined individual.
Now I just feel that I need to create the space for my intentions to manifest. I have noticed I have to much clutter in my life at the moment.
So I am going to re organise my room. Clear out all the draws and the bookshelves. Make sure that I have a system that is organised and low maintenance.
I have lost interest in my eating disorder, I have lost any desire to engage with it. I just notice it and keep on going. My goals are too exciting.
I am going to need to start teaching myself how to self structure. I struggle with feeling overwhelmed by mess and unfilled spaces of time. So I am going to start writing a to do list the night before and planning my time in advance. That way I will feel less overwhelmed and actually progress steadily.
Things I'm working on
- Planning out my time
- Using a diary
- Cleaning my room
- Finding a good basic photography course
- Booking into and attending a weekly drawing class
- Getting my license