i have put the victim mentality beinh me allright.
im still in page 200. but maybe im getting a different idea from it? arent the others also ourselves?reflecting something that we have inside?from this perspective i was thinking that somehow i might have created this for a specific purpose.
But if you Master say that this is something coming from other real player - my bf - who has also other games at play,not having anything to do with me then...am i that neutral to him that i cannot try to reason his behaviour?am i helpless?
my hat...i totally forgot to put it now that i changed my hair...gonna put it right away
Ok.in this precise moment im Trusting whatever Comes.