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Originally Posted by nicbrahms  Maguru I am sorry to hear that you are feeling this way.
I too, have just awoken from a state that was like a nightmare, only today I had given up laid in bed, screaming for an end to this pain and even my partner reflected how bad I felt.
It lasted for weeks this one and it caught me unawares, and today when I finally broke out, showered and came to my store and opened it, it was as if I had just awoken from a bad dream. Nothing seems real right now, and I am shocked by how far I had been pulled under in this one. I lost all sense of time and sensibility.
I know i will find my way back to God and become stronger, I am still reeling in the shock of its depths, I didn't think I would make it outta this one for a time.
However, here I am, and I will flourish and thrive as you will too my friend.
There has to be light at the end of the tunnel, or we would all be lost.
Peace and love to all as always. |
Although your account is painful , I found it quite beautiful. I think it is your humanity I see and it's as real as anything I have seen in a long time. It is extremely comforting but I don't know why. I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy and yet I can honour and appreciate you for your strength and courage. You did make it outta there. Take a bow, Nic. warmest regards