I've got the oddest feeling now.
I know exactly what I need to do to be the most successful guy in the world. you know... being creative solves everything at once (fear, motivation, procrastination, leadership..ect.,ect.) ... wow... that gave me some intense motivation and drive but I think I over did it the day before yesterday and was so excited that I stayed up until 5 am just working out everything... but yesterday I was totally foggy from it, I felt decently ok, and today I felt alright, but I think because I abused my mind and body like that, that my brain associated pain with doing the creativity thing so now I'm kinda indifferent to the whole framework... i.e. it shot my motivation a bit... or maybe I'm just saying this because I'm tiered now, or perhaps some other aspect of my balance is off, I hardly ate today (no I don't feel sick), so that might be part of it too.
But after my brain achieves normal balance again in a day or so, I'll remove the negative association that my brain installed from following this framework, and then I'll be sure to limit myself to normal sleeping hours. I'll just have to deal with being extremely excited. That way I'll be able to maintain the motivation in a healthy way. And I suppose I still need to practice being more disciplined with a bit more structure.
So yea.... 99.9% of people have problems with not being motivated enough, well I've just discovered that I had a problem with being too motivated... lol... (never thought that would happen)...
I now need to work on making it just a normal thing, cause lately I've just been too overwhelmed with excitement (yea... such a horrible thing I know...) I'm going to take it like its just part of my job to be brilliant, (ok... don't shoot me
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it might also be that I've not been social at all for the last 3 days...