P.S. In case anyone thinks I don't see it, I am aware that what I was writing about doesn't speak to my own awesome goal.
No worries, my awesome goal is in the works as well. Definitely has the whole scary/exciting thing happening. And when my mental energy is back to 100% it's inspiring too. Seems there's a layer of fear or something that interferes at times but I suppose that's pretty common.
But yeah, I know my post did not read like someone talking about their passion. Cuz I wasn't. But it is possible to do the forty hour workweek even when you are sensitive. It's a great growth opportunity as well. Not really my cup of tea but doable and could be someone else's depending on their goals (i.e. living on their own, if they don't like the idea of multiple projects).