Thanks, I appreciate the answers. While they have opened my mind up a bit more in regards to the possibilities I'm afraid that they have led me to become even more confused about the concept of the higher self. Perhaps more meditation using Steve's favorite meditation technique and attempting "going to your room" would lead me get a glimpse of him (I'm a very patient person but I am finding myself rushing through the “going to your room” steps) as shown here:
http://www.stevepavlina.com/blog/200...-to-your-room/
Can someone who understands subjective reality explain the concept of “higher self” in how it relates to the subjective reality lens?