I understand your doubts. it is hard to grasp that our perception can change the world in which we live in, im going trough this thing.
yes, even with the SR belief i could it explain with the subconcious or with selevtive perception, don't get me wrong i had a lot before i finally surrendered.
One turning point was, as i saw the movie inception in cinema - a film about lucid dreaming.
I had no wristwatch i had a mobile phone which i kept in my pants pocket (i know not good for healthy sperms).
I looked twice at the clock one time 22:22 and the other time 23:45 ok might be not so likely but still okay.
The next day the same thing i looked at 12:22 and 12:34 on the clock.
I didnt know why - its like an subconcious intention, like "oh i forgot my pizza in the oven."(maybe more subtle)
Ok now you could tell my subconcious was counting the seconds or that through telepathy there is flow of information, but that doesnt't change the matter that there a very obvious syncros.
i can tell such stories alot, where it is very obvious and unlikely.
If you don't believe it is not fatal, i don't feel offended, but question yourself why you hace a concioussnes, how could that make biologically sense, or beeing on a planet outter space, how does it intuitively feel, is there only you mind or are there feelings and intuition, that make you somehow dual, both not satified?
Be aware and concious, its the way to more truth, whatever it is for you