Originally Posted by elucidate
I just need to chill out and paint
couldn't agree more
Seems like traveling is your fathers goal.
Seems like teaching English is some self imposed pressure because of the course you took.
Seems like all you want to do is just PAINT!
And the universe has given you everything you need to just do that... a regular job to support you until you make enough money to live of painting... a job with enough freedom so you have plenty of time to paint...
A forum with wonderful business people that can give you advice on how to sell your paintings (sent a PM to Brendanzz, he's pretty successful in selling his paintings).
When you do what your passion is (painting) everything else just falls into place. And it seems that in your situation, everything already is in it's place and the universe is just waiting for you to wake up, and see how perfect your life actually is right now....