seeker thanks alot for sharing this is a great and inspiring story
lifeFirst .... when i first graduated form high school and started my first semester at university ... i was taken by the idea that i am not smart enough to be in this university and to compete with all these students ... i had a problem with the language ... i was not good in English and it took me hours to translate the text then to understand it and at the end no good results.
i was studying almost 24/7 but my grades range between c+ and B while i used to be an A student ... i remember i got an advice that really helped me alot
"if you study to get an A you will not get it" let the aim of your study is understand what you are doing and to enjoy it then A will come without so much work...
It took me awhile to be able to isolate the "A image" from my head and guess what it works
i graduated from university in the third grade over all students ... i got my masters and graduated with 3.95/4 and order 1st while i was working on a full time job from 8:30 - 6:00 ... and the most interesting part is that i didnt have to study very much as i used to ... i simply liked and enjoyed what i was doing
hope that helped