Okay, maybe I have long term goals, some really cool ones

But in the short term neither have I been making any plans nor have I just WANTED and asked for anything in years.
I WISH for things to happen, like I go "*sigh* I wish I could have the xbox360" but I never place the order, I never make an intention to bring it into my life.
I have been lurking in the 'not having things, but only wishing I had it' zone/vibration.
I think its because I was just too chicken to ask for anything

Well now I'm not.
Its gonna be exciting
Have anyone else been doing this?