| | Surrounded by Love
I feel as though I have been enveloped in unconditional love. I am so grateful for all the love I am recieving. Everywhere I look, I see amazing role models and the strength of humanity.
I feel so supported in my journey at the moment. My Dad keeps commenting, "All the doctors/therapists seem to love you...hmmm...what are you up too?". Nothing. I used to feel it was me against them. Now I am getting positive and encouraging responses from everyone I work with. Everyone is helping me, teaching me or encouraging me. I feel so grateful for all the support.
Everyday I am getting closer to living the life of my dreams. I want to get into the commercial fashion and luxury goods market as a marketer and sales person. My next goal is to get healthy enough to get into commercial modelling and high end promotions work. I have done the research, know the companies I want to work for and now its just a matter of time.
I am always refining my goals and everything feels like its falling into place. The intense drive and desire is pumping through me and regardless of my mood I just plod along towards the goal. I have stopped resisting and comply.
My family have been amazing through all of this. They are currently very highly involved in helping me manage the food and exersize regime but I co-operate. They can get fearful and upset when I mess up and magnify a tiny mistake into a full scale emergency but I am able to stand back and not react. I just remind them of the reality. I feel like we are finally acting as one unit rather than two separate units. I like being part of the family unit instead of the Amy unit.