Hello learningtogrow…
I have given your situation a lot of thoughts… and I feel that this must be said…
You are going after some very big goals and objectives… and from what we have learned about you, so far, your successes have been rather mitigated… a bit like someone who has never played in the minor league and wants to step in the majors…
So, maybe you could consider reviewing your priorities… instead of focusing on the big, big fish… you might concentrate on the smaller one… like finding a job that you like and that could financially sustain you… then, after you’ve succeeded in that… and built up your self-confidence… you could tackle the bigger prizes…
You know… when something is not working… sometimes we have to do an about turn and reach in another direction… it has been said that the perfect definition of stupidity is to do the same thing over and over again and expect different results…
That could be some food for thoughts for you… anyway… I do wish you the very best of luck and all the courage in the world…
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