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learningtogrow · 05-04-2007, 06:45 PM

For those of you who believe in subjective reality (which I do), I'm wondering what your take is on my "bank account". If it's my reality, then I create the amount that's in it. I believe I've created very little in it currently b/c I was afraid of the responsibility I felt came with it. I hadn't truly realized this before until I was recently forced to really really look at why the abundance hadn't manifested. But if I've created my reality, and I believe that the number at the end of the page is just a figment of my imagination, or rather I'm not in alignment with a higher amount, and that there's no way that a creditor will come after me but my higher self will protect me and provide for me to sail through this supposed creation, shouldn't I be o.k. I mean, I'm really ready for the abundance:-).

I also mean "o.k." in the sense that I won't go deeper and deeper into debt. I know that if I went into deeper and deeper debt that would truly be o.k. but honestly, I don't want to, and I've been intending not to for a long time. I feel ready for the responsibility and by putting my self in a dire financial situation, I've really had to look at the true fears I had about attaining money and overcome them.

I feel in my head that I've come to terms with a bunch I didn't even know I had. Now that I've come to terms with it and feel o.k. about the abundance, I am living life like I already have it. It has taught me so much! However, the numbers still haven't changed in my account. I also know that once the numbers are bigger in my account, that is also a creation by me, and I still need to have the feelings that I do now because none of it's real. So whether I have 50K or $1, I should trust and go with the flow and never worry b/c my higher self is looking out for me and giving me what I ask for, as long as I'm truly ready for it.

I have to say there are still fears at the surface, but I'm trying super hard to override them by knowing in my gut, that something higher has me covered and I continue to "pound" into the subconscious that I will sail through (no one is going to come after me), the universe is just trying to teach me some more valuable lessons before letting me off the hook. Anyone else agree?

05-04-2007, 06:45 PM	#1 (permalink)
learningtogrow Member Join Date: Feb 2007 Posts: 50	subjective reality perspectives on my "bank account" For those of you who believe in subjective reality (which I do), I'm wondering what your take is on my "bank account". If it's my reality, then I create the amount that's in it. I believe I've created very little in it currently b/c I was afraid of the responsibility I felt came with it. I hadn't truly realized this before until I was recently forced to really really look at why the abundance hadn't manifested. But if I've created my reality, and I believe that the number at the end of the page is just a figment of my imagination, or rather I'm not in alignment with a higher amount, and that there's no way that a creditor will come after me but my higher self will protect me and provide for me to sail through this supposed creation, shouldn't I be o.k. I mean, I'm really ready for the abundance:-). I also mean "o.k." in the sense that I won't go deeper and deeper into debt. I know that if I went into deeper and deeper debt that would truly be o.k. but honestly, I don't want to, and I've been intending not to for a long time. I feel ready for the responsibility and by putting my self in a dire financial situation, I've really had to look at the true fears I had about attaining money and overcome them. I feel in my head that I've come to terms with a bunch I didn't even know I had. Now that I've come to terms with it and feel o.k. about the abundance, I am living life like I already have it. It has taught me so much! However, the numbers still haven't changed in my account. I also know that once the numbers are bigger in my account, that is also a creation by me, and I still need to have the feelings that I do now because none of it's real. So whether I have 50K or $1, I should trust and go with the flow and never worry b/c my higher self is looking out for me and giving me what I ask for, as long as I'm truly ready for it. I have to say there are still fears at the surface, but I'm trying super hard to override them by knowing in my gut, that something higher has me covered and I continue to "pound" into the subconscious that I will sail through (no one is going to come after me), the universe is just trying to teach me some more valuable lessons before letting me off the hook. Anyone else agree?