I don't label myself nor hold up a standing belief because I find more than one side to everything. That said, subjective reality to me is a lot like interpretations of the subconscious mind where everything is representative of you. Like war. War is there and I'd prefer it gone but perhaps an unconscious part of me requires it. Like veganism. There's the belief and then underneath that is a more complex plan or game you have set up to teach yourself something. I have muscular dystrophy and on the surface I want it gone, but beneath that, I am a very unique person with a unique perspective...one I wouldn't have had if I didn't have this disease. For you to be in total control, you need to know more than the surface for it to work absolutely.
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