I already did that!!! I did that letting go exersize and I told 20 different strangers why I was grateful for my Ed. I did as part of the hospital program.
2 steps ahead of you there.
I can see your point but I'm not sure how to use it. I can see that the Ed has helped me enormously to grow and develop as a human being. Its taught me about myself and given me great strength and empathy. Its taught me my own strength and values and allowed me to become a concious human being, given me friends and a social network.
So in some ways my Ed has been a beautiful gift and I acknowledge that. Maybe thats what I need to do more of acknowledge the Ed thoughts and then move on.
I guess what i really want most at this point is to return to a low healthy weight and then pursue my modelling career. I don't mind the Ed so much as the weight gain and health problems. Hmmm food for thought. Thanks James.
Ur a clever cookie.