I just want to get better. I have all the motivation in the world and i am doing it for me.
I have plastered my room with motivational pictures and photographs of the life I want to lead. I just need to keep putting one foot in front of the other and I'll get there.
I am begining to feel like my Ed takes up all my time. I have been told that the more I practise being well, that it will start to become automatic. That I will automatically just eat the right things, exersize the right amount and the thoughts will stop. Recovery..I can't wait.