Have you tried having an experiential view towards life? That is, what is your present moment experience of life, how do you feel?
You don't have to "want" anything in the traditional sense, but you stil enjoy things, and certain things more than others? The beauty of a flower or the work of God/Evolution/etc in an ant are still enjoyable, even though you don't have a "yearning" for those sorts of experiences. I hope I explained myself clearly. You don't have "wants" but you still have preferences based on how things make you feel. The important part is to find things that make you feel good without being egoic in nature.
That was my answer to the thing you're talking about.
Enjoying helping people could give you "spiritual"esque motivation, too.
HTH.
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