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Originally Posted by Cantando  I think hell is a state or condition, rather than a place, though it may appear to be a place when experienced. With regard to the existence of Satan - well, some time ago, while dreaming, or possibly on the astral plane, I suddenly became aware of a totally malevolent presence, which, as far as I was concerned, was real. It was a horrific experience, as the being just wanted to rip my soul apart and I felt utterly defenceless. I was too terrified to consciously think of a prayer or any means of escape. I could sense that the presence was totally evil and did not have the slightest amount of compassion or mercy in it. It just wanted to completely destroy me. Has anyone else experienced anything like this? |
I have had a dream like that too. It was a dream, but the evil entity in it was at least as real as anything in my waking life. It was a female and wanted to destroy me too. She was trying to pull me under the floor (I was in a house) and she was full of murderous bloodlust, evil power and blood-thirsty hatred for me and she was trying to suck me into her hell, like to consume me, and the efforts of this entity were too powerful, willfull and deliberate to not have an element of reality.
I found myself like 2-3 meters under the floor in a different world, like hell. And hell were the emotions and she was trying to suck me into them and I felt her pulling me deeper and deeper. In desperation I began saying out loud "God, God, God!" louder and louder, focusing my mind on God and I felt myself pulled up out of there and back onto the floor of the room where I had been. She tried again and I escaped again by shouting "God".
Anyway, it was one of my more horrifying and realistic dreams and when I woke up from it I prayed to be protected from such beings and also that I not dream about her again when I went back to sleep. When I woke, I still felt her presence very strongly and very real too. I'm happy to report, though, I did not dream of her again after falling back asleep - or any time after that either.
Words can't do the emotions justice, but there isn't anything else for description.