I used to be a highly motivated person. Social success and so on.
But it was my passion to find the root of my motivation in life. You know - when you ask more and more questions - you can find the truth...
I trained my emotional mastery and found the emotional roots of my motivation. It's crystal clear: all my motives were ego-based. Secure, Control, Approval and so on was the root of everything I did.
It does not work for me now, i don't play the ego-based games. I am not interested in Approval, Control and even Secure. I don't want it anymore. Oops i'm lost. What the **** am i doing here on the Earth now? Thanks god i have some humor with me to look at it
Emotional motivation is over, but intellectual motivation is somewhere far away yet.
Is there anyone who used to have the same experience?
How I can accurately finish this transition period?