I love you Steve
Welcome to my world
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This has been the way I live since I was a young child.
Im grateful you are enjoying this. Ive always had a problem with grounding myself though. I am also very connected to my sleep dreams.
I wish we could meet and chat about all this one day!
I remember my best friend said to me when we were kids- You cant even just simply go to the store and come back, even if you go to the store- something odd and outrageous happens to you...
Or another friend recently said to me- We all live down here, and you live in some other sphere up there. haha.
Its true. So many weird things. Ive been living in NYC for the past year. Because of a crazy synchrinosity someone is letting me live in their luxury apartment for the last year. They even pay all the bills... But a friend said to me you are so lucky, not because of the apartment, but because you live right next door to the largest raw-vegan friendly supermarket in the whole of NY. Theres an amazing organic juice bar and raw food section there. Before I came to NY I was probably the only raw food vegan in the country I was living. I longed for a place where I wouldnt be considered a freak for that
.And thats what i got! This friend travels 45 min every day just to get her juice there. I just walk downstairs...
A large sum of money entered my life recently. Someone else fought for it. Spent thousands on lawyers, flew around the world and won a case, and to me it was just handed over one fine day. They asked me- how come you didnt have to work for this ? They concluded it was in my numerology chart
Another odd example. I have decided to stay here in the USA after I've been here a year. I am seeing a lawyer about my visa. But still I am a bit heartbroken to be far from my family.
Last week as I was leaving the lawyers office, and I got a call from my mother. Surprise- she is in town! but not only that- She and her husband and my siblings are moving here for a couple of years! They are house searching. My mother has lived in the far east for the last 16 years. we have not lived in the same country or time-zone since 1996. I am used to seeing my mother and siblings once a year at most.
I told her- Yes, well you are just a character in my dream so this is pretty normal. Now we can connect more, as I wished.
I guess the area in my life where I still need to work is relationships- I think part of the problem is that I suffer from abundance in that area. I keep meeting guys randomly who I feel I connect with (& Im not even internet dating!). At this point I am afraid of what my doorman is thinking because so many different guys have walked me home and kissed me goodnight infront of my entrance the past few months...
It usually doesnt last long. Because of my confused thoughts I guess.
Yesterday you tweeted "Your relationships are growing closer, more loving, and more caring today. ♥"
And that is what I enjoyed last night. So thank you!!!!