One thing I appreciate about my experience of subjective reality is the increasing number of Steve's Depeche Mode references. Almost like I did that on purpose, since referencing them is probably the biggest shortcut past my resistance.
Also I'm looking forward to this now expected windfall of money. Can't wait!
I'll also take the forum challenge. Everyone's me anyway, so if "they" are not living the life of their dreams, it's more or less my responsibility. So I won't give energy to seeing them as less than what they want to be.