I don't want to return to my life. I'm scared. I'm scared about messing up or living anymore with this ED. I don't want to do it anymore, I just want to get better.
I want to maintain a healthy weight and see my friends and go to uni and ED day program, I don't want anything to do with this ED.
Scared. Very scared. Im coming home this Tuesday afternoon. My house seems so noisy and overwhelming after hospital and I just want time to adjust.
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