So I DID complete my applications today, but I didn't finish up Reading Genius. I'll probably have Ultimate Insurance System in little bit, but I've been sightreading my ass off the past couple of days and preparing for my solo. Gonna call the guy and figure out exactly what my audition entails.
Today, I got a call from my Dad that said these things were NOT going to happen...that we were basically going to pull out of Insurance and go to something less profitable. My inner response was pretty much "hell no", and I UNDERSTOOD that this was not even a temporary defeat, but simply a TEST from the Universe.
I wrote a letter, to my future manager, but I don't think I'll post that....I might...I'll think about it.
But this is the amazing thing about everything. One of my greatest qualities is that I hear a "no" and I say, "Is this really a no? Or just a test of my persistence?" Most of the time, it's just a test. Sometimes I pass the test, but sometimes I don't. Today, I definitely passed.
What I plan on doing is going to require alot of courage - I'm going to have to face some people over legal issues. This COULD end out pretty bad, but even the worse-case scenario is something that I could live with.
The fortunate thing about my position is that I've got nothing to lose and everything to gain.
A quote I made today, "I'd rather risk it all and lose everything than risk nothing and gain nothing".
I'm a risk-taker. Sometimes a bit obsessive? Yep, but what type of risk taker would I be if I wasn't?
I feel the next two weeks are going to be pretty abundant....
The nimbus is raging inside me once again....
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