"Faith" is not something you find lying around on the road.
The first step is educating yourself in as many ways as possible. Learn about religions, philosophy, physics, biology, metaphysics, all things spiritual...and eventually, some things will resonate with you, begin to make sense to you.
You will form a core of how you believe everything fits together. This model that you create is just as valid as everybody else's models, and will serve as the basis of your own, private, personal "faith".
The more open you are, the more often this model will get revised and updated as you learn new things. That's perfectly okay.
Nobody can give you the answers you seek, because they are already there inside you. And the more information you go over, the bigger your chances of touching something that "feels right" to you.
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