Originally Posted by MidasGirl
I thought I'd start a thread for those who have decided to join Steve's avatar(
) in the Subjective Reality experiment/trial. Living from inspiration also seemed perfect for me and at this point I can't tell the difference.
I thought it would be nice to have a central thread where we can share our experiences, if your avatar so feels inclined.
I'm really glad you made this!
I'm on day 4 right now, and I must say it's been mostly an uplifting experience so far. I had a lovely conversation with a homeless man at the bus stop this afternoon, and where normally I'd be uncomfortable and try to get away as quickly as possible, I had a genuine chat with him and held hands and was told repeatedly not to take hard drugs. Got it, self. No heroin.
Changing my perspective to one of oneness has made me so unbelievably happy! I didn't know that it could be such an empowering thing. When I'm nice to others it isn't just to be polite anymore. I've never felt so connected. And I've had this almost spaced out.. high feeling, too. Like I'm not quite so grounded anymore. Things are starting to feel much more possible. I've had some pretty freaky synchronicities and manifestations too. Two days ago I was on the phone with my friend thinking to myself that if I didn't get ride to her place I'd have to ride my bike in the rain, and when I looked out the window there was a guy on a bike riding past my window. Maybe that one is stretching it a bit, but I laughed pretty hard at seeing it.
I've been trying to keep myself constantly thinking in "this is a dream" and "there is no spoon" and "we are one consciousness" terms, and have actually found it's pretty tiring. At night my sleep is broken and most of my dreams have to do with me convincing myself and other dream characters that subjective reality is real. XD
I'm excited to see how this unfolds! I'd also like to know what experiences everyone else is having.