You are one very insightful person dude.
Many people out there don't even know such levels of excitement and motivation are possible, only because they've never seen it before. For every person like you, there are hundreds of others, but they only "flare" up with passion for a passing moment, and absolutely stop following up at all, resulting in the popular view that passion is fleeting.
I think what you're doing with this thread in particular is great because:
1. People are exposed to a passion that they probably don't see everyday.
2. By posting on this thread, you are cementing your learnings and solidfying them in your head.
3. You can look back at your previous entries, and extrapolate new information.
Keep posting dude, and good luck on where ever life takes you.