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Originally Posted by Ijin Kaion  so i basically step down and focus on something else, when smoking weed.
the energy trips i described are indeed an illusion of the senses.
the energy, wich through weed ì am better able to feel and guide, is there allready.
i study things about energy, this is but a small thing i noticed, and i wanted to share that experience.
i have done a lot more terrible things in my life then feel energy while i was stoned.
my findings on this matter are real, and no illusion.
i am aware of states i`m in, again i`m not an idiot.
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You say "energy trips i described are indeed an illusion" but also "my findings on this matter are real, and no illusion" - so I'm not sure what you are going on about.
Good on you that you arent' a stonner, 24/7 user. You do seem to have respect of the substance and aren't uptight about useage - that netherlands culture must be part of that.
If you are aware of the states - what would you say is different about the energy with and without? To me, with thc, is not as good, it's actually more tense or out of control or wandering or unfocused or edgey, etc..
I have been on weed and done Tai chi - and, ok, it seems to kick up the energy awareness. Is this what you are saying, kind of? The thing is, it felt like cheating or not as real, true to the energy/chi and not as grounded and also had short term memory problems such that I'd forget what part of the form I was going through - and that was imparing my moving meditation - or I'd just try to ad lib the movement. And, even though usually thc is thought of as relaxing, it actually makes me more tense, as I can tell my movements are not as flexiable. So I don't do that anymore - I'd rather get energy going with out the thc because of these things.
Also, to make my point, I think thc use throws a monkey wrench in the works, such that it makes it harder to find the energy on your own when you try again without thc to sense/play with the energy. Do you find that to be the case?