Lauxa, baskets full of encouragement to you!!!!!
Seriously, step back for a moment and breathe. Think of when someone is sick, and they start treatment but temporarily get sicker because of the mass destruction of the ickyness they've been battling. All you've encountered is, is a pocket of ickyness that needs to be purged. Before you say I'm treating this very lightly, I have had more than a few dark nights myself, and I know how hard it is to remind yourself when you're in the thick of it that all this is, is old energy that you can now clear. There were times I didn't make it and fell back into full-blown negativity. Call it chemicalization, clearing out old energy or what have you, it is just another bump. You can do this. I know you can.