You expected people to say something else? What did you expect the responses to be? Are you looking for approval? Maybe that you aren't sure what you are doing is quite as good as you might think, so you want others to condone or say 'right on!'?
What happens after you come down? Do you feel like there's an regression after the body gets rid of the stuff? That it produces a back slide that makes you feel you've thrown away any personal development progress? That you have to go through a "down and out" or "burned out" period before getting back to "normal"?
I really don't know what you are on about. It sounds like you are interferring with your nerveous system with those effects you mention. I don't think it's actually really "energy" you were getting but results of the thc causing something different in your brain respectors. Sometimes, very rarely, thc and such can lossen the mind and it might help - but at an expense - the body does break down the toxins, but if you don't put those toxins in your body in the first place, the body doesn't have to do that work.
There was another thread that went on and on, both sides of this idea that some drugs help with "getting it", help with seeing the big picture or something. The problem I see is there's not much reverance for mary jane, it's become recreational rather than part of some specific group intending to discover what's behind the veil of illusions.
I've been reading about ayahuasca and it has DMT and it seems like there are workshops to go take this stuff - but it's under the idea that it's a workshop and there's a purpose behind the trip - not just a way to escape or be entertained.
I'm not sure if it was in the forum rules to refrain from posting when under the influence, I do remember Steve not wanting any stoned (and even hopped up on coffee) responses when he used to have comments under his blogs.
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