hahaha... i was hoping you wouldnt catch me on those words. but you are right ofcourse. to fight and to measure worth are all objective understandings of my life. but i must thank you for the subjective undestanding of the law of attraction. i never have thought of it in terms of the law of creation. THAT MAKES SO MUCH MORE SENSE. and you know what, what you said about exiting the game... thats where i was a few years ago. i had to teach myself to be attached to something again, to desire something so i can live for it. why do i think its a fight? because every now and then i am hit with the realisation that "everything is as it should be" and so living life as always become soooo trivial. the fight for me is to not accept it as is and still want to change it. but that, even as i write is an oxymoron to me. it is thru being dissatisfied with your current situation that allows you to "desire" something different. but i havent tried it from the angle of " the law of creation". hummm... "to experience my creation with full awareness"... perhaps what i call trivial is me living life without creating what i want and not experiencing my creation in full awareness.
as for everyone being created with intent, i believe that... but if we are the creators then we intended ourselves here, so if we are conflicted about our intent then we are not achieving the intention we set for ourselves. i am still grappling to understand that. You see, thats where i see the fight- but if i am not wrong, you are saying that its not what you do but how you do it, and how you do it is with pure awareness. and thats all there is to it. your intention for creation could very well be to get drunk and die in a drunken brawl but so long as you do it in awareness that is it?
or is it to mean that living life fulfilling your subjective intention is real easy once you have really awakened- as in caled life for what it is? am i babbling? sorry. but i am really enjoying this.  |