@ Thanks LTL. I appreciate the support. Its going to be worth it in the end. It has been so far.
@James, lol I always like praise. You must have been mind reading. Or maybe I just changed my tune, I do like to hear that Im growing and doing the right thing. Lol I can have that conversation many times...

Thank you, Im glad to here that Im inspiring people. I am often inspired by people around me as well and different forum members. And I find you very inspiring as well. lol one of the many reasons I talk to you so much.

Lol and love is always always welcome. I must be super lovable because everyone adores me so much.
Ahhh so I have told people, sent the messages and now just waiting for the replies. Its upto the universe now, I can only control the controllables. IE. send the messages and focus on myself. So I feel relieved now that I have sent the messages, whatever happens, I can know I tried.