Originally Posted by Magicinthenight
Yeah, it does feel great to think about. I've written many a scenes to seriously gushy/sexy romantic novels that I never finish, just for fun, but somehow the idea of making me
the main character and actually posting it up for the world to see seems a bit too revealing and since you've just gone and evoked images of laughing hyenas in my head it doesn't really help.
Ah, a fellow writer.
You know what I find most interesting about writing fiction? The fact that my characters are all parts of and elements of me.
So, you've already written it with you as the main character. So you've already done it. Now you can just read and enjoy your unfinished sexy romantic novels, knowing they are all about you.
And then you can know that the feeling of being swooned is something you create for yourself.
Which might offer you a new perspective on looking for guys. You dont' want him to swoon you, you just want him to inspire you to swoon yourself.
Is the guy you're with good at doing that? If not, then perhaps there are other options to explore.