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Pisces3 · 04-21-2007, 06:14 AM

I heard (via e-mail) from my step-sister that my step-sister had died . . . she died of cancer. But, noone notified us because we were no longer considered part of their lives (as my dad had died many years before).

Initially, I thought I wouldn't cry - but, with noone to share my feelings, I broke down slowly. Remembering the moments we spent together, angry that nonone thought I would care, sad that I didn't have anyone to call - because over the years I had isolated myself from them. Too many feelings right now - too many regrets.

My sister (not step-sister) meant more than they knew. Yet, my feelings could not have been apparent, if they did not know . . . they buried her on the 6th of April. It is the 20th. I found out today ~

Pisces3

04-21-2007, 06:14 AM	#26 (permalink)
Pisces3 Junior Member Join Date: Apr 2007 Posts: 1	Losing someone is difficult I heard (via e-mail) from my step-sister that my step-sister had died . . . she died of cancer. But, noone notified us because we were no longer considered part of their lives (as my dad had died many years before). Initially, I thought I wouldn't cry - but, with noone to share my feelings, I broke down slowly. Remembering the moments we spent together, angry that nonone thought I would care, sad that I didn't have anyone to call - because over the years I had isolated myself from them. Too many feelings right now - too many regrets. My sister (not step-sister) meant more than they knew. Yet, my feelings could not have been apparent, if they did not know . . . they buried her on the 6th of April. It is the 20th. I found out today ~ Pisces3 Last edited by Pisces3; 04-21-2007 at 06:21 AM.