| | Great, great podcast
Steve, I have had similar experiences to you in my late teens and ever since I had a big wakeup call, I am doing much better, with your help partly, and I believe this podcast really clarified things for me.
I realize how selfish I was when I was living in this low-level state. Now that I reclaimed my joy, took charge of my life and did not blame it on my circumstances, especially my brain cancer five years prior. I am moving away from fear, realizing that I am unconditionally safe here and that when you feel that way, joy is a natural consequence. Any failure or anything is nothing to worry about. I do not need to worry about survival anymore. It is something that erases almost all fear from my consciousness. I love the depth through which you cover these topics.