Join Date: Mar 2010
Location: Northern California
There is no absolution. There is no finish line. This is not a race, nor is it an exit. Don't expect perfection, perfection is an idea, made by man. You are infinity realized and experienced and you can experience anything you want to. Infinity is infinity, there's no end to it, so don't put a limit on it by saying there is an end point that you must make it to. The journey never ends. It's a journey of experience and learning and growth. And you are on the cusp of something great. You are already there, but you're perceptions are loosening so that you are able to truly see the world as it is........you. Are you looking for a "way out"? A way out from what? You? You can never escape you.
Everything about you is presented for you to experience in your reality. Your thoughts (which are not your mind), your feelings (Especially your feelings), your tensions, your perceptions, how you expect the world to look.....ect. All of it is you and is what you experience. They are all tools for you to shape your world. Pay attention to your tension. At the end of the day, there is just you and then that which you resist. That which you resist becomes tension inside of you, inside of the body you inhibit and inside of your reality. It's all related and manifests in the form of physical pain, or material lacking, or whatever. It's only that way because you resist it. You create a tension by trying to block something out (which is actually just a part of you), and this tension is mirrored all throughout every aspect of you, spiritual, mental, physical, your environment and reality. Don't resist. Accept it. Open yourself up to your tension and invite it in. Are you creating a tension/resistance to the life you actually want? The resistance is "manifested" as resistance in you getting what you want. It's manifested as a delayed or issues or the appearance of your dream life never being able to come your way. Resistance/tension feels tight, like you are squeezing part of yourself super super super hard. Openness feels free, feels open. "GET OPEN LIKE THE OCEAN". You are the ocean. You are the invisible sea. Get open. Be it.
Everything in the physical reality also has it's own feel, it's own experience. That's the point of the physical reality, to experience the illusion of separation. It's all a mirror/whatever of the big picture, the entirety of you, but you can still feel and experience what seems to be a "new" thing. You "open" or "invite" that experience in. Pay attention to people in your experience. See how each other feels a little different and you can bring that feeling into "you" to experience. Everything in your reality has a unique feel. Be open to experience them. That's the entire point of this game we call life. Don't resist or build up tension to other people or the "world outside". The world outside is one of the most important relationships you can have. How do you view it? How do you treat it? The truth is there isn't a world outside, it's all you but there is the illusion of separation. There is no inside or outside. It's all just right now. It's all just here. It's this one moment right now. Do you need to try to be in this one moment right now? No. You are. You can never ever not be right now, ever. Stop trying. Do you need to try to be yourself? Do you need to try to be awareness? No. You already are. Stop trying. you exist right now. know this. BE IT. BE AWARE OF IT.
The world is both subjective and objective. You can view is from the big picture perspective as this moment, and see how everything interrelates and is a mirrored reflection of you, an extension of you that changes and grows as you do. And you can experience this moment from the smaller details, experience the people and situations and objects and all of that for what they are. Just don't get lost in it, don't forget that it's always you and you can change it anytime you want. RELEASE ALL YOUR TENSION! IT'S ALL YOUR STRIFE!
Fear and Love. Two paths. Two sides of the same coin. That coin is you. Fear results in tension and constriction. Love results in freedom and openness. Fear wants to control. Love allows to be.
What is love?
Love is simply openness and acceptance. When one person loves another, they allow that person to be exactly who they are, without any judgments or requirements for that person to fit. They are accepted for everything that they are. You cannot ask more of a person than to simply accept you for who you are. When two people are open with each other and accepting of one another, they see that they are the same. Do you love yourself?
Fear is the opposite. It's constriction. It's tension. It's resistance. It's controlling. It feels tight. It feels like you are squeezing yourself super tight.
both are you. both are aspects of you. both help mold your reality. where is your tension? what is your fear? how do you view yourself and this moment in front of your eyes? how do you perceive the world?
do you think the world is out to get you?
do you think the world works against you?
do you think you cannot have what you want?
do you think it's wrong to desire?
do you think it's wrong to want?
what happens when you change these perceptions?
your world changes because your world is you and you are your world. when you change it changes. how you view it, and yourself, is how it and yourself will be.
you are floating in a sea of infinity and you can choose to see anything that you want. what are you looking for? what do you choose to see and experience?
what do you choose to be? why?
now the most important question of all
what do you truly want?
figure it out. figure out what you truly want to experience. figure out how you truly want to be. figure out the life you truly want to lead. beyond the fear and conditioned thoughts that tell you it's impossible or won't happen. the only reason it's not happening or won't, is because you choose to not let it to. anything is possible. reform your conditioned thoughts. let go of your illusionary mind. stop trying to be enlightened. "surrender" by not doing anything at all, by realizing there is nothing for you to do because the joke is you are looking for you and you can never find it but you can always just be it. be it. stop trying to find truth and just be it. that's what surrending truly is. realizing there's nothing to find. nothing you can point to, and that the continued search is pointless. you are not surrending into something. you don't surrender so that you become something or that you achieve some new state of being. you surrender the stupid game of looking for perfection and truth because you are that truth you are looking for and "you" cannot be pointed to. you are everything and nothing. you are the rocks and the trees, the ocean and the sand, your thoughts and the birds, the inside and outside, there is no separation between you. there is nothing that you are not. you can only BE you. so just be you.
there is only right now. who do you choose to be right now? what state of being are you choosing to experience.....right now and how does your reality reflect that?
Synchronicities. I read a post on these boards earlier today that said for a synchro to truly be a synchro it must have THREE appearances, not just two but THREE.
man that made me laugh.
EVERYTHING IS A SYNCHRO! DON'T YOU GET IT?! FROM THE PAVEMENT ON YOUR DRIVEWAY TO THE BUILDBOARD DOWN THE ROAD IT'S ALLLL A REFLECTION OF YOU. WHAT ELSE CAN IT BE? The more you are aware of yourself, and how you relate to your reality, the more they appear, well they've always been appearing, you just haven't noticed them. absolutely everything in your reality is a "synchro" of YOU!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahaha synchros must come in threes! no wait! a synchro must appear 8 times before it can be a true synchro! yeah right, come on guys. let go off those barriers! its all you baby. be cool with that! all of it.