I had a dream the other night that was very strange and vivid. I should have written it down, but since I didn't much of the detail has faded. Basically, in the dream I was with my ex boyfriend (see the thread
"Dealing with the end of a relationship" if you need backstory) and it was as if I was with him when he was a child and we were both children. He was showing me horrible things that happened to him. I was saddened for him in the dream and at one point fires began to erupt all over the home we were in. I was frantically trying to put them out with a small pitcher of water, but nothing would work. He sat by complacent.
Then I woke up, but the strangest thing happened. I was conscious of being awake and remembering the dream feeling a little sad and wondering what I should take from it, but my left eye was twitching frantically and I had this I don't know what to call it??? A vision or waking dream (I don't have much experience in this). I have had similar things before. This seemed unrelated to the dream I awoke from. I saw a figure (thoughts struck me that it was me, my ex, a child...I couldn't be sure of the identity). The figure was on a hospital bed trying to move around and doctors and nurses were holding this person down and injecting them with something or drawing blood I can't be sure. I was awake and scared becuase this was a weird experience. I almost prayed for this to be taken away, but I stopped myself and prayed instead to be shown what it meant if anything. So far, nothing has come to me.
Maybe it is nothing, but it was a very strange experience and I don't want to discount it right away. Maybe it is just becuase of my intense emotional state at the moment or the stress I am feeling or lack of sleep. Maybe you have an insight? (Or you can just tell me it's nothing...) Thanks!