Originally Posted by cortocabezas1111
i only speak from experience.
your mind is only reinforcing the illusion of separation, especially now that you've convinced yourself that your hallucination of individual identity is the one and all. its an illusion. and it fades away once you realize it.
there is no inside or outside. there is only here, and everything "here" is a relfection of what state you choose for consciousness to be in.
there is no such thing as manifestation, as there is nothing for you to "manifest" things into. there is only consciousness which contains the possibility of anything.
i'm sure you did experience these things and visualized different colors of light "entering" into you and fixing you or whatever. but it's all you. it's not all nic brahms. nic brahms is a hallucination, to think it's all nic brahms would strengthen that hallucination and separation.
there is no out there or in here. the mind separates the different aspects of consciousness into the illusion of separation. the mind gives you a false identity, makes you identify yourself with the body, with the mind, with an "idea" of who you are supposed to be.
the mind is tension. you can let go of that. it's scary but it's okay.
once you do it you see no separation between out there and in here.
what's real, and what's just an idea?
Preaching to the choir, done the part about inside, outside to the nth degree.
Do you have any techniques that involve letting go of mind and experiencing what you are experiencing?
What are you experiencing?
Tell me something new that I can work with.