| | The Initiation of Death can be easy
The process doesn't have to be violent. If the preparation process is done well it can be quite beautiful and ecstatic. One doesn't just decide to become initiated. You practice clearing your mind of all the false beliefs, illusions, and fears. Then you surrender to the Will of Life.
It is a step by step process in the preparation until you make the final leap.
It is the kind of decision that isn't any decision at all. It is more like a discovery of the only sensible thing to do. Anything less is to live in fear for the rest of your life.
The more prepared you are the less is the shock as your false personality is stripped away in that final initiation.